I'll be 18 in six days.
Amazing.

The phone has been ringing off the hook all day and the only people that I have talked to are 4n and Shane <3. And my mom.

My mom can't decide if she wants to move out or not.
To me, it really doesn't matter. I could care less. For me, its the fact that I don't know if I am going to come home to a loving, nurturing mother or an angry raging bitch.
But if she moves out, my dad is filing for divorce.
If a divorce ensues, my mom won't be on our insurancea dn can't afford her high pressure medication.
It's a lose-lose situation.
Parent don't know yet, but I am going to save up a lot of money during the summer and maybe take a semester or two off of school to save money and rent myself an apartment.
Of course that's what I want to happen, but more than likely not.
And let's not call me "dumb".
Bitch.
Arg, I'm kind of in a bad mood because Aunt Flo is here.

miles of fire

Previously:
- - 07.04.07
stranger - 12.29.06
here - 02.01.06
boo. - 11.03.05
leaving. - 07.16.05