an e-mail
08.07.04 - 5:20 pm

"I pray that one day you will grow up and realize that the crap you're complaining about is the equivalent to the Princess complaining about the pea under her 10 mattresses.

Do you really know the world you are living in today? Do you have an older brother or cousin or even an uncle or aunt that could serve in the military? These people are our heroes and should be talked about on local websites. Not this why me, I'm so miserable sht. What have you ever done? Think about it. Wake up call. Try to concentrate on what you can do to change the drivel you're complaining about and maybe that will be a start.

I happened upon your site. If I see you in school, I will shun you."

- That's an e-mail I got today. Honestly, it hurt my feelings. I don't see where this guy has a right to e-mail and complain about what I write in my site. Also, I have never dissed anyone in the military. I have no idea where he got that from. Why would I diss the military? They are America's heros; putting their lives on the line for people they don't even know.

I'm in complete shock. I haven't written anything bad here or on my xanga about the military. I know I complain. It's what I do. I'm a seventeen year old female. It's what I'm supposed to do; it's natural. Yeah, I asked "why me" because I'm in a state of confusion right now and trying to find myself. I don't think that guy understood my depression. The whole "why me" crap is what was going on through my head. I needed to write it out somewhere and I type faster than I write. Plus, it's good it get it out.

Why the hell would he shun me if he sees me at school? I haven't done anything to him. Hell, I don't even know him. He doesn't know me. So what the hell?

People like that.. arg.

miles of fire

Previously:
here - 02.01.06
boo. - 11.03.05
leaving. - 07.16.05
lovely - 05.07.05
Perfection - 03.12.05